JBuzz


          I woke up with the resolve
          the distance was gonna dissolve
          i was gonna tell u one more time
          i really wanted u to be mine

          It had been a year now
          when our relationship had taken a bow
          
          the year had been so crazy
          what i did in the period was all hazy
          the only things i remember were
          missing you and wanting you
          and telling myself to control
          that it was never gonna roll

          but today i was in a queer mood
          i forgot that a year back u had been so rude
          i was so overtaken by my feelings
          as if the wounds had submitted to healings

          i put on your favourite shirt
          and combed my hair like you so wanted
          i was ready to ask you again
          even knowing it might be in vain

          I started the bike and rode out
          again on the familiar road to your house
          i realised with a surprise
          it was just a 20 min ride
          but it had taken me a year to decide

          I bought your favourite flowers
          and even your favourite chocolate
          all the time thinking of us together
          sitting on the swing of your compound
          smiling and holding hands and talking
          blissfully unaware of what surrounds

          I opened your gate with some fear
          scared of what i was gonna hear
          glanced at the swing we shared
          saw you sitting on it and stared
 
          there you were as i had pictured
          with the same flowers and chocolates i held
          and your hand in the hands of a stranger
          and i could barely suppress a tear

          the tear still ran out with its might
          but suddenly there was a strange light
          and i realised i had just got free
          just needed to find another swing for me....